One of my friends showed me something that their trans friend said, to paraphrase: "Getting a tranny gf is easy when you're a tranny, unless she passes, so my gf doesn't count".
It made me feel very uncomfortable and self-conscious, and I let him know that. Today, a day later, I'm wishing that he'd tell me that he told her how she made his friend (me) feel bad, and basically scolded her about it.
Why? Why do I want this? Why do I want him to defend me? How does what his friend who I don't interact with at all affect me in any way?

so im driving back home and i let this pilgrim couple thats just starting to cross the street pass, when i could've sped up past them, just cuz i thought they looked cool.
and the guy turns to me and hits me with a 🫰
and i get excited and hit a 🫰 back
highlight of the week right there that made me so happy

Had a lewd dream, like the kind I'd have pre-hormones, back when I was more involuntarily horny.